When I finally get my sh*t together
It doesn’t seem to last.
I’ve gone and F’d it up again
and now it’s in the past.
Presently, I am content
to try to manage well.
Then I find myself unraveled again,
in my own kinda hell.
The cycle continues and I digress –
It seems to work that way
When I seek to convince myself
that I am in control.